I think this is going to be the end for me here. There are times when I let me jealousy get the best of me. I turn bitter and say horrible things about people who mean nothing but the best. This was my private place, then I showed it to the wrong list on Facebook and some IRL people found it. It has been taken to heart and hurt some feelings and that is not what I wanted to do at all. I really, truley just wanted a place to tell my feelings, all of them, not just the good ones. Jeremy, I'm sorry I disappointed you.